Responsibilities -OLD

Hey everyone,

  My goodness, I haven't been able to do anything the last couple days, because Miss Zoey gets all upset when I put her down. Josh's mom watched her yesterday, so we could actually get stuff done like getting her birth certificate.  Plus I've been so ill.

  We had to put her on formula at night, because I'm not producing enough at night. The formula has make her stop going poopy though. She wakes herself up from pushing so hard.

  I'm almost done with the beginning process for work. I can't wait to start making money. Josh is going to make me pay electric and cell payment, which isn't much at all. I still have to send out my paperwork for school. That is just taking it to the post office.

  I get to call my insurance and yell at them for not covering my doctors bill. They should have covered all of it, but instead I have an almost $500 bill.

  Well have to take care of the baby..

See ya! :)

The Flu? - OLD

Hey Guys and Gals,

  So, I am very sure that I am getting sick with the flu. I slept all day with Miss Zoey, very achy and sore, with a scratchy throat. She had a little tummy ache around 1pm and subsided about a half hour later. I was very happy it went away so fast. I've noticed that we both sleep a lot better when we sleep together. Which sucks, because I don't want to get into that nasty habit.

  Why can't I tell people how I'm really feeling? It's like I want to make sure people think that I am completely happy; like I don't need help. Then it all boils up and I explode. I hate any kind of conflict and I when people try and tell how I should feel. I guess I need to work on that.

  On a good note, my pregnancy belly is going down more and more each day.

  Of course since I feel like crap I'm going to go have some dinner watch a movie and go to sleep. I promise I will get better at this once I get used to taking care of Miss Zoey.

  See ya! :)

Life Getting Easier? -OLD

Hello Everybody,

  We were hanging out with Josh's brother last night and I had a beer :D. I missed the sweet sweet taste of beer. I had a Bud Light which I am not a big fan of, but still amazing. Miss Zoey also decided to get really fussy, cluster feed, and get a tummy ache right when we got over there. The whole time I was just thinking, "I should have just stayed home". We finally left to go home around 1am.

  Miss Zoey is getting better with the nightly feedings, last night she woke up once to eat which only took about an hour.

  Today our plan is to hang out at Josh's dad's for football. Then go over to Josh's aunt's so Miss Zoey can meet her great-grandma around 5pm, have dinner there. Come back to his dad's to watch more football. I will probably plug in my headphones and watch Netflix. I don't have a football obsession like this family does.

  I really miss driving and I miss my car. Josh told me that I needed to practice more... OK? How do you expect me to practice without you and without a car? Believe me if I could practice on my own then I totally would.

  I've been looking up ways to increase my milk supply (sorry tmi?). I want to get back to stocking up milk for her. If anyone has suggestions, please tell me.

  I will put up another post after our dinner tonight.

See ya! :)